Update - Things have changed

 Well 2021 is coming to a close and I gave it a go with my art however I didn't make alot, I am starting to realise how difficult it is to be a cartoonist not to mention an adult themed cartoonist. I decided that since my money was depleting I had two choices, either go on benefits or get a part time job. I did the latter and wanted to do multi drop van driving and I got a job at Argos. It is pretty simple and straight forward and the hours are not too demanding, I can do both art and the job. I guess the reason I was so stressed last year was because I had no financial safety net and it affected my motivation to do artwork. I am hoping now that I have a job with decent pay I can finally get my own place and start a fresh. My new years resolution for 2022 is to stop worrying about money so much and try to enjoy my 30's because I will be 50 one day and I do not want to be acting like this.

Taking a chance

 I am going for it. Fuck it, I've had enough of working for cunts and arrogant twats. I have decided to go self employed as a cartoonist for hire. I have had some commissions and people seem to be happy with my work. I do worry that I maybe taking too long on each project but I need to chill out. No one is complaining so why do I worry? 

Anyway I will see how I get on. I may be making a videogame soon and I will see what comes of that.